asdfasfdkljkl i am SOOO tired of having my life governed by the school.
i don't know, this past week and a half has been super hard on me. must be because i'm a junior- my proximity to seniorhood has a seriously bad case of senioritis rubbing off on me xD I JUST WANT OUTTTT. :C
basically, ever since school started it's been a big pile of crapface. my locker hasn't worked since the first day, so at first i had to lug all my crap around with me- and that was REALLY FUN!

because i got a ton of textbooks, and then i got to carry those around too! /sarcasmfail but after that, i went and complained and they slapped my name on the fix-locker list and i got to store my stuff in my guidance counselor's office. which was really nice of him but also kind of awkward that i had to see him every coupla hours when i got my stuff but oh well. but i got a new locker today, but it's in the space between the junior and senior lockers, which in the past has been off-limits to all but the seniors but they stuffed some lockers there so now i'm mildly afraid that i'll get dirty looks when i have to go get my stuff. D: probably not, because at least i'm an upperclassman now, but still... awkward.
so i also don't have a first hour now. ;D which is kinda weird but cool. originally i had band (like for the past two years) but i dropped it for many reasons, which i am somewhat regretting because i miss it but also rejoicing because i don't miss it.

idk. but then i had ceramics because it was the only art class available first hour. but i surprisingly don't like ceramics even though i wanna major in graphic design and will probably have to take 3D art classes; i don't seem to be all that proficient at pottery /fail but i never got around to... potting...?

but still, i can imagine i wouldn't be that good... she was going on and on about different methods, and different styles of glazes, and the quizzes over said things !!! that we'd have to take, and i was just sitting there like wha...? plus, in elementary and middle school i always failed at the required bowl-a-year that we had to make from clay. they were always super lop-sided and uneven and ugly. :C so YEAH. /digressionfail i dropped ceramics. and now i just have a free period 1st hour, which means i go to school at 8:40ish on regular days and 9:15ish on odd block (meaning we have hours 1, 3, 5, and 7) days. theoretically, i'm supposed to study for the ACT and SAT and stuff, but i'll probably just relish in the time to eat breakfast and straighten my hair. xP
ohohohoh YEAH. so, this year i need to get involved in some after school stuff i guess. i need to join national honors society, because apparently i'm smart (i disagree, but my GPA says otherwise). but anyway, you have to collect signatures about how cool you are from your teachers to hand in with your registration submission thingy, but two have to be from extracurricular activity people. and i quit band, so now i have zero... so i think one will be national art honors society. which i actually want to join! but the problem... the supervisor is my ceramics teacher x_x so i don't know what to say to her, but she needs to see that i'm not a superloser just because i dropped her class. who knows, maybe she won't recognize me, i only made it to her class three times... /fail
oh shiz. it's supa late and i need to go to bed, and i just wrote, like, a book up there. D: so yeah. g'nite.
